Skyrim Journal - last few weeks

*contains skyrim spoilers

I had a pretty intense last couple weeks. 

First off i'm kinda a werewolf. It's a long story. I'm not like a full on werewolf.

More of a sometimes werewolf based on a certain set of events.

It's complicated.

Let's just say it involved me dipping my hands in some werewolf blood.

I started off the week by deciding to finally join a faction .. and NOT join the stormcloaks OR the imperials. I just can't get into what either or them are selling. The Companions are who I chose. They gave me a nice bed (albeit in crowded quarters) and a place to unload all my crap. I could have used my savings to get a house .. more privacy and the like, but I saved that money to spend on some serious training. Was well worth it. I'm taking out people with the qiuckness nowadays. 

I have also taken out a couple more dragons. If they land .. I feel like I have a good chance with them, but when they fly about and land on houses i'm at a loss.

Mental note : work on learning some new shouts and magic that will help with long range attacks.

So quick version of joining the Companions .. they were kinda stuffy to start (one girl still can't see what they see in me .. which is crap because I literally defeated an army for them already..she should lighten up). after awhile they brought me into their group and came clean on the whole werewolf situation. 

Oh yeah .. I saw one of them change into a beast and kinda .. just went with it. Cause it like .. helped our current situation but inside I was like .. what the FUCK!

So yeah soon after they pulled me aside and asked if i wanted in..with the whole becoming a werewolf thing. it took some time to make a decision. (I mean it's a big decision....actually probably should've slept on it)

After about 1 minute total i said yes. I mean .. change into a huge creature that can terrorize towns and slay gaurds. That's GOTTA come in handy. Soon after an awkward ceremony I woke in a feverish state .. and attacked a guard AS A FUCKING WEREWOLF. 

i'm kinda regretting the decision just a bit. because the not probably being able to go back to just being a human if I really want to .. but fuck it.

i think i should go check on that housecarl girl i was given .. the one I promptly left ontop a mountain somewhere. 

im sure shes ok. i left her with the greybeards. they're super powerful dudes.

after exploring a lot of icebergs, just cause, and hopelessly searching for treasure from some dumb treasure maps I found .. I decided to continue helping the Companions with their missions. They seem to bring me some sort of structure to my insanely unstructured life.

kinda dig one of the warrior women at the camp but I think she still has me in that 'friend/noob' category. ill keep trying to talk her up between attacks.

so what's next?

well oh yeah I just rememberd..ALOT more happened. I also traveled to the north .. found some crazy guy who had actually READ an Elder Scroll (not the smartest idea it appears, from the looks of him) and he helped point me in the right direction to go get said scroll. Ended up fighting off robot type things and finding it (oh and also mental note: maybe revisit the whole area I ended up getting this scroll from .. cause it had floating jellyfish and insane structures...and I kinda wanna make sure I wasn't just tripping on some nightshade .. and it all really existed. and then maybe find out WHY .. it exists).

so next up .. figure out what the whole bizness of this Elder Scroll brings me. Heard something about me using it to go back in time or some shiz. Here goes nothing...